Hi everyone - a new update here. Thought it would be better to start a new thread.

My T called today and didn't realize he had a voice message. He didn't get it until this afternoon, and then he sent me an email and called me. He actually apologized (?) for not getting the voice message and getting back to me sooner.

[shaking head] The man confuses me and totally disrupts my thoughts, my plans. My inner one is just jumping up and down and sticking her tongue out at me because she feels vindicated. I am terrified........does that make sense?

I have another job interview in the morning and then I see him at noon. My other slot next week had already been filled in.

I want so badly to look at him and tell him to stop, to leave me alone, talk surface stuff to me, and stop pushing. I told him that I had cancelled because I felt he was pushing.........because he is getting to me and I hate that. As he said, I am a smart lady and yes that is exactly what he is doing. And yet, I'm going in tomorrow to see him. Geez, I have to be completely insane.

I thanked him for calling me........my husband had picked it up and my T said "there's two people on this line" - before he would talk to me. My husband hung up but he was mad. So, of course, I got to listen to him complaining esp when he found out who it was that had called. ::::::::::closing eyes, making a wish, and [poof] he's all gone:::::::::::::::::::::.
how I wish it could be so......

Mary Alice

{looking up and seeing a rope hanging down into my hole - [sigh]}