I'm here today, tired, a bit down.

I realized my pills were messed up today. They could have been messed up all week besides skipping the morning dose of lamotrigine. I re-fill the boxes on Sunday, so all I have to go by is today. I try to re-fill the meds when I'm clear-headed, but sometimes I just can't, and there are other times I think I'm doing just fine when I'm not.

Spent a lot of the morning sleeping because I had taken Clonidine (a night med, makes me sleepy) in the morning.

So frustrating.