Why not take the whole buying gifts for everyone off the table. Grown adults can live with out a gift.

Buy for kids only. Less stress, if family members are hurt so what “ they are adults, grow the F up.

I’m glad your spacing your Lamictal, very very smart ! Proud of you.

I hope your husband will just call on Monday !!!! Maybe in quiet words assure him it’s the healthy smart thing to do so he doesn’t keep sliding.

Glad you made it through Tday.

As for Miguel and suicidal thoughts I don’t know how you can’t bundle him up and take him IP for his safety and your sanity. If my Bipolar daughter felt that, even though she is grown I’d drive like hell to Florida and drag her somewhere.

Keep you and your family safe