i'm sorry to hear that you'll probably spend xmas alone this year.

i usually spend the day with family and siblings' in-laws, but find it very stressful. thankfully i've got a couple of friends who have a dinner in the evening for everyone who doesn't have somewhere to go, or people who struggle with family christmasses. got good friends!

i'm really really broke at the moment so finding presents is going to be a struggle. i'm thinking of trying to paint things for people but i know they will feel inadequate