I think you guys were right. Despite what she has told me, seems she just tells me what I want to hear. She's been hanging around her friends and back when we met up she told me in the car she wants me to come with her when she goes out, never invites me though. Text me a few days ago thanks for that loan, how she really appreciates me, thanks for all the support I gave her. What happened to the day she said she wants a small group of close friends? or that what I did for her she now has time for people that matter to her? why am I not someone that matters to her?she did say what I did for her is why she's at her dream job now. Just a chump I guess. She keeps being happy I will be calling her but I aint calling her now.

I really am a worthless human being and should give up like my dad tells me.