I feel the same way about some of the times I have been way to open about all the doubts and craziness going on in my head. I probally told my children way too much--just shouldn't have burdened them. And to others who didn't need to know might have looked out of my mind or just plain odd. Perhaps those in my family with whom things get uncomfortable are also dealing with their own issues. I hope that I haven't screwed things up too badly.