I so feel like I did. It's both self imposed and not. My parents spend about $1000 a yr per family. So $20 gift isn't that much to ask for. Same with his family. The rest of the adults get $10-15 and the kids $10 or less. It all adds up my sister has 8 family members. My younger sister has 4.

His family is more understanding so it's $10-$15 per person. If I ****en saved money I wouldn't be in this mess. It's not like it sneaks up on you $50 a month would have given us more that enough. I'm just ****en ridiculous. Why can't I handle this like a normal human being? I took more money out of my car fund because there are half off sales that end tonight.