I never read the threads. I reply to the heading.
I liked you called a disorder. Not an illness.
I see it as a condition.

Our disorder is who we are.

They couldn't divide the atom either.
Until they could.

If it's important to you, go ahead. Spend years reseaching.
Can you separate oil and vinegar after mixed, yes you can.
But the price in precious time determines to throw it away.

We have very little time here.
I was eighteen last week.
forty nine yesterday.
Sixty eight today, and dead tomorrow.

Cheers.