Thx for the answers and suggestions.

I do ask this questions here bc I never just go w what my docs say.

I listen very much to them but especially when it comes to medication or surgery I will do a completly independent research and then I will decide what I want to do with it.

Thats the reason why I ask for real life experience bc I know that combinations can be problematic for one but work very well for another person.

I already had paradox effects w some meds for myself.

I was diagnosed w bipolarity and on my way through institutions w a lot of other things. I feel pretty aware of my mindstate (most of the time ) as well as symptoms, behaviour/thinking patterns, mood changes/drops and effects of meds when I take it.

Im saying this just to point out that its not a wild idea out of nowhere to take med for a while and that there was put some thoughts in what kind of med could probably help rn.

If it creates weird effects there can be things added we also already thought about.

I was taking different kinds of meds for some years, had to stop taking them begining of the year. W/o I was doing better for quit a long time and I was able to handle my **** on my own.

Now some things turned problematic again and I want to try a short/mid-term medication again, just to get out of the cycle I have atm.