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Originally Posted by fletch33
I am incredibly sick of people lately. I am sick of the judgment I face about my mental illness. I am sick of losing friends because of this disorder. I am sick of it affecting my marriage. All of my relationships eventually implode due to this stupid illness.
I just want to be accepted for who I am without the illness involved. However, I honestly wouldn’t know what version of me that is. I have been sick for so long I don’t know what to do anymore. I am tired of feeling like I am the solitary reason for all of the destruction of relationships in my life.
Can anyone else relate???
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I hide everything when I’m doing well or not , my husband can be 3 feet away and not realize I’m a mess which has it’s good parts and some really bad.
I too struggle to maintain friendships with people who doesn’t have MI especially Bipolar. But I try, when I can’t see someone I have finally decided what I say is “ I’m sorry I can’t my head is just too loud” easiest way to explain me when need be.
I do the best I can and that’s all anyone can do.
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