I don't have people in my life to talk about it. I have one friend, and an ex sis in law but they are very busy people. This here has been my main support.

I guess I don't know how to cope but I've got to. What choice is there? I just wanted a relationship to work. I wanted but I do realize I might never find a good man. I'm now into my 50s and I give up. It might be that I'm a problem to the men I've had in my life. I do the best I can to make it work.