Dear T,
Maybe we need to spend some time on ex-MC today. A song came up on shuffle that I associated with him, and I figured "I'm fine to listen to this, it won't affect me still." Yet, here I am, tearing up. I think it's the ending line of "Nothing can touch us, my love" that gets me (as most of the rest of the song doesn't really have anything to do with him, it's more about drinking). I suspect it's partly that I know the anniversary of the rupture is looming. Plus seeing a post about someone else whose T didn't turn out to be who they thought they were. And something with Thanksgiving made me think about him, too--maybe because I tended to have "I'm thankful for him" thoughts on that day.

Love,
LT