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I am spending my last vacation day at home with my cat, he missed me very much and has been really close to me all day when I am not up doing things.... ((I came home and cleaned almost right after getting home)). I got really annoyed that I have cups and dishes missing and asked my ex about them.. he has them, two things I know why .. he says he will wash and give them back, trust he will but I may have to remind him.

My ex thinks I am weird, when I stay to dog/house sit I clean things- like I'll clean the bathroom, I'll clean the kitchen, I did my towels this time too. One time I aligned all the kids' toys because they weren't tidy.. idk why I do this, anxiety may be...
Usually when I want to do these things (align untidy things) I remind myself about boundaries (not mine don't touch it))..

My friend that I house and dog sit for tells me not to worry about these things. But I must at least strip the bed for some reason, admittedly last July I was (Dare say/dislike to say) a tad depressed - so I didn't do as much but still stripped the bed and got the bathroom.
It's been a strange year I think.. at least right now I think so..I had a lot go on... if life was different-- I'd be almost ready to deliver here soon, but that's not my life .