I agree you need a new pdoc and if you can’t find one you like would your primary be willing to prescribe antipsychotic’s, that is what I ended up having to do after trying to terrible PsychNP’s and hating them both he decided to write them for me. What antipsychotics haven’t you tried? It might be worth a try if you don’t want to be on Clozaril and ECT. I really don’t blame you for wanting to get of the medication since you are gaining so much weight, the same thing happened to me with Zyprexa and she didn’t want to take me off it either it involved seeing someone else just to get off it. So I totally know where you are coming from.