Yes it's possible, the only happiness I really get is when I'm with my bipolar friend. I've been married 3 times and I literally hate them and get divorced shortly after since they can't relate to who I am. I don't like labels but saying bipolar does save me a lot of time from writing a few pages to describe myself.

My bipolar friend told me she's going to look for a BF since her last few didn't work out. That put me into this depressed state I'm currently in. I love her and totally upset she doesn't feel the same even though we relate on everything we do. It's been nice to spend every day with her. I've never been with someone like me since it's not easy to meet someone that's bipolar. Society has labeled bipolar as a mental disease, disorder, crazy, pretty much just straight out negative. I live my life as a closet bipolar person and I've learned to control myself in public. I do get irritated at times and unleash my anger to people that's ignorant and mean to others. I don't like bullies or people that enjoys making people feel down.

First step, dont let society make you feel like you're broken that needs to be fixed. I have my moments but I am who I am and only ashamed since I don't want people to judge me. I'm the Chief Innovation officer for a large company that also oversees the progress of the employees and constantly improving work procedures and internal communications between departments in the office and on the field.

Work is my only friend and I feel like a happy person there even if it's just an act. I'll probably just go back to working out 3 hrs a day. TV sucks, but I listen to music 24/7 and read a lot. I got myself a puppy and she's such a friendly dog. Looking forward to taking her on walks and jogs.

Hang in there everybody. Stay positive and talk to others like yourself. Hopefully you'll have better luck than me. I've been looking for months with no luck.