Every day I become more and more depressed as it slowly sinks in the bipolar disorder cannot be "cured," I will be like this for the rest of my life. That makes me feel so hopeless. Maybe we can talk about it next time.

Thank you for saying the words "eating disorder." I don't know if you were being careful with your language or not, but before you only said "food problems" and "disordered eating" and it made me feel like my ED wasn't valid, which triggered me because I felt like I needed to get worse. But you said it today, you said eating disorder. I know this is silly to anyone but me but thank you.