I cut right after our session in a bathroom. I want to do it worse tonight. I don't even know what triggered me in session...maybe because I said I felt like a burden and you told me that it's something to keep talking about because our time was up. You also mentioned if it would be easier to do 3 sessions in a row per week instead of having a day in between to help me feel more relaxed. I wish I could see you 4x 5x a week but I already feel needy enough for 3x a week. I'm a grown woman. Once a week should be plenty enough to handle, so why can't I handle 3x per week? I also want to try the couch but I'm afraid laying down will trigger me and I don't know how to verbalize that feeling when it happens. I just want to give up. I'm screwing everything up.