Evenmorelost, seems like You and I have similarities here. I'm

in the same boat sort of speaking. I guess I don't know what I

would be doing right now if it wasn't for my mom being so Ill.

You know the same happened to me last May and it put my mom

through alot, so I guess in essence, I keep going for her for

now and I have been trying out different things for myself to.

She hasn't been so bitter lately so things are a little more at

bay. You know I am an only child too so it falls all on my

shoulders to...I was surprised when she told me just 2 days ago

she was lucky to have me around, I was Like, "OKAY" where did

that come from? Anyway it helped out the situation. And I know

your mom is probably thankful too...

Try not to look to far ahead I do that at times and it gets so

overwhelming....thanks for your Post!!