I’m independent in small ways but otherwise very dependant on hubby.
The future looks scary and I try not to think of it too often.
I have a whole lot of illnesses which are getting worse with each passing year. E.g. Spina bifida - the type I’ve got kills a person early and yet here I am trucking along in my 40’s.
If hubby were to die I would probably have to move in with one of the kids.