Haha I wish it wasnt just myself most of those times but H isnt the same as he was 10 years ago hahaha. And its definitely not my normal habit lol.

Im at 4 already today and at the point of begging him for more, I get sick of doing it myself. Plus I went for a 7km run at -21C(legs are frozen lol) and cleaned my kitchen, bathroom and 3 kids rooms.

All that on 3.5hrs sleep and a small banana spinach smoothie because I didnt want to sit to eat.

Im afraid pretty soon I will have to admit that this might not be a healthy state.