Just ignore this thread. I'm in a weird place today. I'm communicating now with my T and I just trying to figure out how far I really want to take it. Sort of like that first sexual encounter, should it be with a stranger at the bar while wearing beer googles, a acquaintance whom you are comfortable with, or the guy you are absolutely going to (or already have) married regardless of the outcome? I can't explain what was going through my head when to started this post. I think I need to look for directions for deleting threads and get out of PC before have the urge to post so other nonsense.