I’m quite irritable because I haven’t slept well in a couple of nights. It catches up with me quickly. I’m hoping I sleep ok tonight.

Saw pdoc. Had to sign off on my treatment plan (before I went in to see her). Got confused because it has both BP 1 and BP 2 as my dx’s. Most recent is BP 1 so I guess she was on the fence and then my episode in April pushed her over. Who knows. I don’t care. Otherwise it was a successful visit, she ok’ed the reduction in haldol and also gave me some PRN trazodone for sleep. Too bad I can’t pick it up until dec 1 when I have insurance again. Hope melatonin, valerian root, and my weighted blanket do the trick.

Only three days left of work then I get to spend the afternoon with RS looking at Christmas flowers, trees, and lights.