I swore off going back to my therapist. She really upset me. I’m still upset. But I don’t know what else to do at this point. It’s the holidays so finding someone new immediately will probably be impossible. I really need to talk to someone. The people I message on Facebook stopped responding, and the people here are great but I just need something more. So I called her to set up an appointment. I left a message. Even if I can just unload a little bit I think it would be helpful. I have a lot of stuff I’m thinking about that I’m just holding in.