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Originally Posted by Blueberrybook
Lately, it feels like my mind has no filter, not only writing (not talking only PC, email, texts, etc. too), talking too. I've ended up unintentionally saying things that upset H & my daughter, but I really did not mean to hurt their feelings. I said it without thinking about it. I cannot seem to not speak the first thing that comes to mind a lot of the time. IDK, if it's racing thoughts, stress, mood rollercoaster or what?
Anyone else with this problem, past or present? Have you been able to control it a bit more?
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Yes. Drugs and keeping myself busy. In school, many of my teachers actually gave me more work (both the good kind and punishment like writing, "I will not talk in class" hundreds of times.) I suspect that I was even given more work at work on at least one occassion to keep me too busy to bug management with my concerns. There are consequences that come with no self control.....