I can't believe that on saturday it's the first of december.

despite looking forward to some parts of christmas (and wanting a few decorations in my bedroom), I am really not in the christmas spirit- in fact I feel more like a screwdge (baa humbug and stuff), but deep down I know I'm not that- it's just because I've been really struggling with motivation and stuff. I still need to figure out what I'm doing for dinner tonight as someone needs to come out and fix the oven (probably takeout), but I've not had a takeout this week yet so that will be nice