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Old Mar 05, 2008, 05:13 PM
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1. I really miss having you around. I am 200% honest when I say I really do hope that things get better for you, and that you have a fantastic life, because you have SO much potential. I feel like you made my life a little bit better when I met you.
2. I really miss you so much. While I am excited for the future, I am also sad because I know it will be the last time you will be around. I really hope you can still be in my life later on because I need you, and I can't imagine what it would be like to not talk to you every day. To me, you are one of God's greatest gifts.
3. Can't you see I need help? You say that what I'm going through is 'normal' when it is far from that. I don't like talking to you anymore, and I'm sorry but I just don't like being around you. After living with me for 17 years I thought you would notice what is wrong with me, but you don't even know the half of it. You can't just say "You can't do that anymore." and make me promise not to. Aren't you smart enough to figure out that I'm lying to you?
4. I am so glad I have you. You are the best in the world. Even though you worry about everything, I still think you are the best. If I lost you two years ago like I thought I would I don't know what I would do without you.
5. I miss you...a lot. I wish you were still with us. I know my mom misses you a lot too. I really wish I had more time with you, and most of all I wish I could have said goodbye to you. Don't worry, I will never forget about you and how wonderful of a person you were.

I was going to write one to God, but then I realized: I don't have anything I wish I could tell God because whenever I want to tell him something, I do. =]
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