"If you can identify what makes you happy at this point, and you have ways of making that happen, then, I think you're ahead of the game."

That's kind of the problem. I don't know what makes me happy. Before her, I was an artist and a motorcycle tourer. I can't seem to find pleasure in either of those things now because my focus has been away from it for so long. I could try and rediscover these passions, but I'm not sure that I want to. It feels less like I want to rediscover my passions, and more like I need to rediscover myself.

"It sounds like you are more extroverted, so, there is a lot you can do about that."

I'm not extroverted. I have schizotypal and I find interpersonal relationships very taxing.