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Old Nov 29, 2018, 12:53 AM
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The literally 80 lb weight gain that I’ve had over the last few years has been horrible but when I was in high school, DURING THE SUMMER BETWEEN SOPHOMORE AND JUNIOR YEAR, I gained 47lbs on Zyprexa. That’s less than 3 months. Imagine what that does to a 16 year old’s confidence. I totally get it and it sucks. Unfortunately, I was so unwell that my mom complied with what seemed like a great doctor’s instructions. When I stopped taking Zyprexa, I lost the weight (I was 19) in what seemed like over night. I have only been over weight twice in my life and both times it has been due to psych meds. Since I am generally a small person, I hate hate hate my weight and feel so badly about myself for gaining so much. It’s awful. But, I know I will always have to stay on seroquel and Depakote and it’s so hard for me to lose on those meds.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now

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