((((TheLonelyChemist)))) I have never hoped so much in my life that someone was wrong... It's so heartbreaking. I hope you're wrong, but if you're not, just know that you're a wonderful, kind, intelligent, marvellous person and that you'll be missed by many here. I hope you'll stay with us until the very end... Take good care of yourself, my friend. You have done a lot more good to this world that you can imagine.