Not everyone is rational and some people might just get caught up in a curiousity until that curiousness goes away and their attention moves on to other things. I have been a bit paranoid recently...

Mostly nauseous though. Did manage to get down some breakfast and drink a glass of water so I am really proud of that.

Sometimes it is really all I can do to just keep moving from one moment to another. I am very anxious today again like yesterday, barely got down some dinner but happily I am dropping a few pounds and that is ok as long as I eat and drink enough.

I am getting up early in the morning and going to sleep quite early. I have neuropathy at night so it is easier just to fall asleep. I get psychosomatic symptoms of stress and have to push through them just to function at a basic level and run an errand or two today. My ankle hurts and shoulder does too. It's a old rotator cuff injury that came back and i amdoing physio at home every day and it is slowly getting better, at least not worse. I hadn't kept up with my exercises.