I went running in the morning, but by late morning, I was struggling with a stomach bug. I felt horrible and still do not feel great. I am sure the running didn't help it.
I have lots of bones the ED likes and could take all sorts of serious ED type pics especially in the right poses, which makes the ED happy, but all in all, is not good for me. Need to quit looking at bones when I dress & undress. I am really, really wanting to take triggering pictures of myself and have a difficult time restraining myself. So far, I have, but it is hard.
I have to throw a meal together, and am very green around the gills. My daughter's choir has a singing engagement tonight, I hope I don't get sick. At least it is close to home.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD
Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine,
There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in.
--Leonard Cohen
Last edited by Blueberrybook; Nov 29, 2018 at 09:09 PM.
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