I live in Carson City, NV. I’m also 56, female and married LOL. I’ts hard for me to get out and be around people. I live in a senior mobile home park and walk my dog around the park 4-5 times a week, and I get out for appt.s.. and family functions.. and that’s about it.

I was a teacher until things fell apart in 2014. I have 3 grown children and 3 grandchildren. I also have a dog named Samson, a cockapoo.

I worry about the future. This is my second marriage. Married 8 years and he is 67. I am financially dependent upon him. The thought of working again at any job feels absolutely impossible. I’ll never teach again. Never, ever.

I did two years of DBT, CBT, PTSD classes offered at the mental health clinic I go to. They’ve helped, but I don’t know if or when I will be able to do more than I am. I manage our money, take care of basic household chores and try to practice regular self care.

I rarely cut anymore and suicidal thinking has lessened with current med combo, all positives. 😊