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Victoria'smom · Nov 29, 2018, 08:53 PM

I actually went to the store today

I got wrapping paper, mailing paper, and food. This is a big deal for me, especially lately. I may shower tonight. My sister may screw us and my nephew over because she refuses to put that he’s homeless because that will make her look bad. HE’S ****IN HOMELESS you are a bad person deal!

Possible trigger:

I’m healing and the pain from it helps ground me. I’m embarrassed not for doing it or my feelings. I will not undress in front of my husband. I cover it with a shirt when he’s helping me dress. I don’t want his pity. I’ve thought of covering it with a bandage but it’s not that bad. It’ll make it look much worse. I don’t know I want to add to it.

I see pdoc Tuesday if I can get a ride. I have no idea what to tell her. I need something short and sweet. So I can blurt it out when I first walk in I'm thinking

Possible trigger:

"I'm doing better. I'm not suicidal and I don't think I should cut my tattoo out. I did cut and do want to cut from my elbow to my wrist superficially but I wont because I have no long sleeve shirts."