((((((((((((( freewill ))))))))))))))))
You have posted your words.....you have spoken.....as difficult as it was, you reached out....you do have hope I know you do.
I'm not sure that I understand what you speak of, I don't think I've ever experienced it. I'm sorry if my words are not capable of helping you through this...Please know that I send you my love and support dear freewill.

sabby