The house has gotten a bit messy. I need to tackle that today. I also need to make a reservation at a restaurant for this Sunday. My husband has invited two of his work friends and their SOs to join us at a local Inn/restaurant. Hubby loves parties, but with me as his wife, parties are infrequent. It's always a bit awkward having to find ways to explain what my work situation is. It inevitably comes up.

I have a therapist appointment today. That's awkward, too, because I've grown to feel she is offering me very little. I imagine she gets the wind of that dissatisfaction. Maybe she thinks I'm not a good fit as a client for her. I'm still sort of grieving the loss of my last therapist. I adored my last therapist and she was so extremely helpful, but she had to move far from my home. It's such a pity! I really need a good therapist right now. I find I'm leaning heavily on my beloved psychiatrist. He knows that and has been giving me more appointments and an extra 10 mins to each, lately. My current therapist knows this, too. I'm not very careful about hiding this fact. My psychiatrist is like a father figure to me, and I've known him for about 14 years. I see him a lot more often than my own father.