My sister passed away three weeks and one day ago and my mum has had an 'emotional/mental breakdown'. At the moment, I am her carer. I am 17 year old girl.
I used to care for my sister during anorexia because i was the only person she would eat in front of, so i used to make sure she had the right amount of calories, used to watch her eat, make sure she didn't throw up and argued with her over food etc. so i am used to being a carer, but this is harder than anything i have done before.
I am in the process of hiring a live-in nurse for her as when i am at school i cannot care for her.

It is just that my mum is the only person who knows of all my mental illnesses and has usually been my rock. she was a really great mother and carer and now i kind of miss her. i just want her back (and i NEVER miss people).
Sorry, i just felt like i needed to rant
erica xx