Hello diatribesnrants: I noticed this was your first post here on PC & it was posted back on Novenber 16. I'm sorry you're only now receiving your first reply. Anyway... welcome to PsychCentral.

In reading your post, I wasn't sure if there was a question here or if you were simply sharing an experience. We here on PC cannot offer mental health diagnoses. Our purpose is to provide one another with support & to share information & experiences.

I hope you find PC to be of benefit.