I see this is your first post to PC so welcome to PC. I'm a little confused how to respond to your post because you are asking how to get people to leave you alone and by answering I'm not leaving you alone. It sounds like things have been hard for you lately and I'm sorry for that. Some people are more recharged when they spend time alone. Is there a nice quiet place where you can go for a walk, like the desert, or the woods, or the beach? Sometimes getting out in nature can be cathartic. Anyway (((hugs))) if you would like them. Take care. Kit.