I hate that my stupid brain can't even agree with itself! And I know logically that I am not fat, am in fact underweight. I haven't even been overweight in my liftetime, maybe could have lost 5 lb. in high school, but I never got any exercise or watched what I ate at all. My highest weight was when pregnant, and it was the expected 25-30 lb. weight gain for a baby, and I lost so much in the hospital, and breastfeeding; I couldn't keep weight on nursing. Crazy too, my ED wasn't bugging me when nursing, so I wasn't over-the-moon celebrating those weights. OB told me it happens to some moms exclusively breastfeeding, and being a stay-at-home mom, I nursed A LOT. Plus, my daughter teethed early (first tooth at 3 months), and supposedly, nursing was supposed to help with teething pain.