if you haven't been taking your meds exactly as the bottles say to do--start I've been taking it as directed except a few days I've taken more zyprexa then directed. Why don't I feel ill? It's like I'm doing all this stuff that screams help/ I'm our of control but 2 seconds later I'm fine like that never happend. Maybe I'm just BPD and my husband's and son's condition just got the best of me.