It’s been about a week since my last post. I’m doing much better, and I have accepted that my ex and I are not together anymore. This last week, I stopped checking his profile and I think about him but not as it was before. I been busy and just trying to go on. He stayed away until today that he sent a text message saying his mother passed away. I asked if he wanted me call tonight and go to the viewing tomorrow. He said yes to both. I called and he said he was alone, I feel bad for him but I don’t want to be insensitive but I really don’t want to go. I mean we’re not together anymore, it’s been a month and 2 weeks since we broke up and he basically pushed me out of his life. I tried to fix things even when I knew that he didn’t treat me right when we were together. Am I a bad person for thinking like this and do you think I should go and be there for him? When I mention it to my brother he said that I should not go because we are not together anymore. Also I want to continue moving forward and finally feel that I am over him.
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