golden, some of the most talented amazing people had/have addiction problems. Some of these people even seemed to have it all too. Robin Williams struggled with addition challenges and he was a very loved actor/comedian and clearly extremely talented, then there was John Belushi and Ben Affleck and Robert Downey Jr., and many top and extremely talented musicians and vocalists. They hurt everyone that loved them IRL and those who were their fans too. You are truly not the only one to be challenged with being charmed and finding out how heartbreaking it can be to deal with someone who chooses some kind of drug over you. Actually, that challenge had nothing to do with you, you were always powerless to change it no matter how much you wanted it to happen.