Okay, I have been seeing my 2nd therapist now for over 7 mo. now, and we are getting to the heart of the matter on things. Well on my drive there (about 7 min) I begin to get all teary and emotional and by the time I pull in to park, I am outright crying. I have to regain composure before I go into the waiting room.

My T said a few weeks ago, he doesn't want me to get so agitated before therapy, but I can't help it. It is like the Pavlov dog thing where when the dogs hear the elevator or the bell they start to salivate. I get close to my T's and my eye's are salivating.

The night before I feel so uneasy because therapy is really getting to the nitty gritty. I know I need to go, but I can't stop crying on the way there. Then I am crying though out the session too.
All this and from a girl who doesn't cry, who didn't cry for my old T for 2 1/2 years until the very end when he made me upset and I fired him.
What is it? Am i making up for lost time?