I appreciate your response and kind words as well. I have been telling myseld the same and doing a lot of reading the last few days which seems to be helping. I don't believe I have a form of jealousy. Throughout all of my relationships I'm very trustworthy and laid back. Where my issue does come from is I hold sex to be extremely special and I also have the (dare I say immaturity) to want to walk in somewhere and no that others can't talk about their experiences with her. But on the opposite end I have to keep reminding myself that I have had quite a few sexual partners and that it would be hypocritcal for me to act this way. I think the difference in numbers is hard for me to accept though. She states how she isn't sexual (and from the last year and a half it seems she isn't, she's more into innocent fun), or how she was never looking for sex, however in my mind I feel like you can't make that many "mistakes" if that was the case. Once again, I know overall that's not my place to determine but that's where my mind is.

Thanks again for your response and help.