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Originally Posted by raging vortex
today I snapped at someone.
they were talking to me about something that they thought I was looking forward to and I just snapped at them. I think they were quite shocked by it- I'm like no, I didn't enjoy it, I'm not well.. and yes, I'm really still not well- and very suicidal still.
I opened my advent calendar today and had a chocolate soldier behind the door
a chocolate soldier?
what the **** does a ****ing soldier have to do with christmas
all I'm saying on that
now just listening to christmas music and feeling low
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Solder = Toy
sometimes children get toy army men/ solders in their stockings. back when the first monk gave out presents (santa legend) solders roamed the streets keeping everyone safe from concuring armies coming in to take over the towns. wars have always been a part of history around the world. now we got chocolate solders in advent calendars to represent toy solders / toys
I'm listening to the movie santa is coming to town. in it they also have toys shaped like solders and solders are roaming the town enforcing the kings rules.