^I'm sure it will...I'll never forget him but like with my dog, it gets easier to manage in life.

However, this will serve as another lesson in trusting people. Only keeping me more isolated and distant. It happens way too much to me. I can't keep doing this to myself.

I'm trying to get the courage to delete all the pics, and texts and emails related to him. I can't look at any of that again without feeling like I was played but yet, I can't do it

I assume it's not normal to have over 100 pics of your t, that he ok'd you taking/having? Oh well it must be, because he didn't break any boundaries or anything or it was because I wanted it, damn, if I knew he was that big a push over, I should have asked for money