I’m a little worried about my eating. I’m still eating but I’m getting the symptom I get when I’m ill, wherein I am starving but nothing seems appetizing so I just don’t eat. Right now I’m still eating but I’m worried this is a sign of an impending episode. I didn’t fall asleep until 1am again last night. But I slept until 9 so I still got 8 hrs of sleep. I’m very irritable today though. Had a bad time at target (card wouldn’t work, lost my other two cards, which I found eventually but it was a pain in the ***) and that just pissed me off. I HAVE to eat before I go out with RS so I think I’m just going to have some cheese and crackers. The thought of anything else makes me want to vomit.
Ugh. I truly hope I’m ok.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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