I'm so sorry. You are like the 3rd person here who had this happen this year. Very sad.

I know it's not at all the same but I'm losing mine, he is quitting therapy, and banning me from his life forever... so it feels like he's dying. I also don't have friends, I only have online friends, a friend out of state and my dog. My T was everything as far as local... and now I'm gonna be alone again.

All my best to you in trying to somehow heal from this pain. So sorry