thalia, and DP 2017 I am very sorry for your loss. I realize they are two different reasons, but that doesn't stop the pain from it. I went through my T moving away in Jan. I found out 3 days before my last session with her, and that was only bc I was going to change the apt. then I was told. It took me 2 to 3 years before I felt comfortable talking to her. Then when she was gone, I couldn't see a T for over 6 months bc I was so hurt, and felt betrayed. I just wanted the two of you to know you are not alone, and here on PC, we will give you support!!!!!!!