Spent time with D, and had a really good time. We talked about different things, a few difficult things, which went well, but mostly I just enjoyed being around her. She is very intelligent and has a great sense of humor. Maybe, just maybe, I am okay like T tells me. I am really proud of who she is. She is looking forward to an upcoming trip she will be going on with her girlfriend. Work is getting a bit better (afraid of saying this) and I might make it. . .I have a lot of things I want to do for work to make things run more smoothly, but will probably end up bringing things home over the holiday. I wanted to make sure to write this post so when I am in a depressive/ a bit of paranoia state, I can remember it won't last forever.